Wednesday, May 19, 2010
sloppy bloated mess
I think I over did it with the pasta tonight. No eating til tomorrow night makes Corrie a full girl. I'm going to set the alarm clock for 11:45 just in case I fall asleep so I can restuff. Mom, dad, big bro, Jen and stepmom were all up, nice dinner. I hope this isn't cancer for the obvious reasons, but there are the more subtle reasons like having to fast again next week if I need to have the mastectomy. I know I should be more concerned with the surgery, but I can't wrap my brain around not eating tomorrow, no food, all day. nothing to eat? Stupid tumor.