is it wednesday yet?

I'm not kidding when I say that the waiting is the hardest part. When I got the definitive diagnosis, I was a wreck for one day, then at peace with it, now I'm just counting the minutes, not living in the moment, waiting and waiting. I'm also recovering from surgery wondering if I have to recover all over again in a couple weeks. The doctor said that the mastectomy wouldn't need to be done immanently if this is sarcoma, since the main lesion is gone, so they'll wait 'til after June 6th, when I walk at graduation. Joy. This whole thing is pretty crazy, at least it's interesting, I'd hate to have a boring life...that'd be worst then this fo sho!