Friday, December 30, 2011
I sit in disbelief Linda that I am not writing this to you. I am physically numb and can feel very little beyond the tears that are rolling down my face. You were my confidant in all of this. Every time I would get the hint of good news, or a new lead, you were the first person I talked to. We shared the same anxiety driven anticipation for "what's next" and "how can we make it happen faster". You turned to me for hope and in turn I worked that much harder to try and provide you with some..if even just a little. You turned to me because in this tiny little world, it was hard to turn at all, and I just happened to be right next to you. If I can be grateful for anything, it's that I know exactly what you want from me. I know without a shadow of a doubt how you'd want me to carry on. I have you deep within my heart and will carry our dream together with every beat.